Perfection...

I always thought that you never get everything. You always have to sacrifice. I felt smarter and more enlightened than those around me because I knew the secret to happiness. An acceptance of the fact that we must be willing to sacrifice is the secret to happiness. I thought that perfection was seen only after you find, acknowledge, and finally ignore the flaws. Sometimes, I would secretly resent movies for making me believe that perfection happens. Luckily I found the secret.... accepting sacrifice leads to happiness.
I was stupid!
I was selling myself short.

I met a perfect guy!

He is the kind of guy who can make me feel like the most special girl in the world without lying to me.
He can prove me wrong without upsetting me.
He can be around millions of other girls without making me feel insecure.
He can always make me smile no matter how shitty I feel.
He can tell me to do something without controlling me.
He makes me feel special without being near me.
He can appreciate the beauty of other women and not make me feel jealous because he makes me feel secure!
He can be such a large part of my life without smothering me.
He can disagree with me and not belittle my opinions.
He can meet 20 people for the first time and leave them all with the unanimous impression that he is a great guy.
He can be brutally honest and make it not brutal at all.
He can let me be independent when I need to be and he is right there when I need to depend on someone.
He can protect me and make me feel safe in this not so safe harsh world.
He can understand me better than I understand myself sometimes.
He can tease me and never make the smile leave my face.
He can keep his adorable boyish charm, but at the same time be more of a man than most others I have met.
He can say the sweetest things that leave me smiling and giggling all day and night.

I am happy..... and I am not sacrificing anything!