Thursday, August 02, 2007

Excruciating pain...

I am in bed now.
I am exhausted. I did not work too hard today, i did not do anything actually.
I am exhausted from the pain...

Today was one of the worst days of my life. Every breath that I take hurts me more than I can explain. Today, i felt more pain that thought possible.
More pain that I thought i could endure.

I tried to move and almost passed out.
I laugh and it hurts so much I scream out in pain.

The doctor says that these 24 hours are critical and will determine if I need surgery or not.
God i hope I don't...
I could not feel my leg for most of the day.... I am scared.
I am taking more pain medications that I can count. I think I have taken over 15 different pills today. Sadly, the pain is still unbearable.

I hope that my back is not as fucked up as I feel that it is.... I hope that things go back to normal...
I hope that I can take a breath without crying.

13 Comments:

Blogger spanish_moza said...

What happened to you Nora?
Are you feeling any better???... I do really hope so...

8/02/2007 1:22 PM  
Blogger Marian said...

Nora, this is awful! Please explain what happened. I am worried about you.

8/02/2007 4:59 PM  
Blogger Nora said...

Well, I do not know what happened. I have a herniated disc. i have had it for a while.
I was doing some stretches and stff and it was fine.
When it would hurt really bad I would take medicine, but normally Tylenol was enough...
the past few days my back was hurting, but then yesterday I could not move.. and that is all I know.
I do not know what I did wrong to bring me to this point...
I am scared. I really do not want to have surgery.

8/02/2007 5:30 PM  
Blogger the lonely twin said...

:( I hope you get better... I really do.. tameneeny

8/02/2007 6:43 PM  
Blogger Nora said...

Thanks babe...
I will tell you as soon as I know anything...

8/02/2007 8:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i just hope u get better :(. no one wishes to be in such pain;;;or wish it for anyone.

8/03/2007 10:43 PM  
Blogger Nora said...

Anon:
Thanks...
I would never wish this pain on anyone... hope no one ever wished it on me!

8/03/2007 10:50 PM  
Blogger Яαgιи Яαvєи said...

i told you to stop running recklessly in the middle of the freaking highway.

Didn't I tell ya? :P

Sorry to hear that Nora.. hope that everything turns out to be fine and a couple of pills manage to fix it all eventually.

Get well soon.

8/04/2007 3:41 AM  
Blogger Juka said...

Heyyy. Sallamtek. I hope it turns out to be a false alarm and all you'll need will be a couple of pills and some physical therapy. Hope you are feeling better today..

8/05/2007 10:17 AM  
Blogger Nora said...

Raven, Juka, and all...
Thanks for your kind wishes. It was very sweet of you all.
The problem turned out to be a lot worse than i thought, I just had surgery and am recovering,,,
your prayers are needed

thanks,

8/06/2007 3:11 AM  
Blogger spanish_moza said...

I'm glad that the surgery was OK ...
Now you need time to recover, but everything will be fine, you'll see.
And we'll be thinking of you also so you'll recover faster :-)
Take care Nora

8/06/2007 5:55 PM  
Blogger Marian said...

Salamtik Nora! I hope u recover quickly and have good meds to help ease your pain and frustration. Love. Marian

8/06/2007 6:12 PM  
Blogger Nora said...

Spanish Moza,
Thank you so much. Your messages are always very sweet!

Marian,
thank you so much. recovery is underway.. and the pain killers are definitely making recovery easier.. they also make for some interesting conversations!

8/07/2007 3:36 AM  

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