Saturday, December 06, 2008

Not in the mood...

I am not in the mood...

I am not in the mood for anything these days. I don't feel like working, I don't feel like sleeping, I don't feel like talking, I don't feel like being around people, I don't feel like being alone either, I don't feel like leaving my house, I don't feel like writing this, I don't feel like reading what anyone has written, I don't feel like calling him, I don't feel like not talking to him, I don't feel like being touched, I don't feel like laughing, I don't feel like eating, I seriosluy don't feel like anything.

Everything I think is contradictory to the next thought. I have become more indecisive than ever. I am pissing myself off.

I don't know what to do.

I guess tonight will be another night of staying in watching movies that I really don't feel like watching.
I wonder if I should force myself to go out and be social.
Wish I could fucking understand what the hell is going on with me...
I am pissing myself off even more now... dammit!

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