I want to run away and hide !!

Yesterday I had another day from hell. They are getting far too common for me to ignore.

Work was a lot of fun. Maybe I was just wiling to enjoy work more. I spent the day joking with my students, playing games, and dancing. It was actually a lot of fun.
After work I go home change and head out to Starbucks to meet a friend. I had a lot of fun. I laughed a lot. It was also great...
It is also where the bullshit started.
As we are walking out this man was staring. It was the evil stare that makes you feel like you are dirty. I hate it when people do that. I hate feeling dirty like that.
He had no respect for the fact that I was walking out with a guy. It did not matter that I was dressed conservatively.
It just doesn't matter anymore.. nothing matters!
Nothing I do or don't do matters.....

After that some psycho lady bitches me out. To make the story short.. she cut into the line and when I informed her there was a line she called me a "alilt el adab". She also said I cursed her out. I have no clue what the fuck happened but she made me think that the sane people in this country are few and far between.

Next I get a phone call telling me that my sister is in the hospital. I did not understand what was wrong with her but I know that her fever is very high and she will probably need surgery.

Well... the day is not over yet....

I was on my way to After 8. So I get into downtown Cairo and I start looking for a parking place.

Next is what really fucked me up. A man as old as my grandfather in the car next to me gives me a thumbs up sign. I get a disgusted look on my face and he makes a very obscene gesture.. a sexual innuendo I guess. Then, he tries to ram into my car 2 times. this is all right in the middle of Midan Tahrir and downtown Cairo.
I don't feel safe here anymore.
I have no clue what is wrong with that man. I do not know why he is allowed out with the general public.
I have no clue what is wrong with people anymore...
I can't deal with it. That is it. I just want to run away and hide.
I am a lot weaker than I think. I just want someone to protect me from all this bullshit. I want someone to protect me from feeling the way I do now.