The good and the bad of the week....

The good....

1. I just started my vacation. 15 days of freedom... I am looking forward to this vacation very much.
2. Things at work are getting slightly better.. or I am just handling it better. I have definately reached the point of telling everyone to fuck off... so the shit that happens has stopped bothering me.
3. Starbucks has opened in Egypt! (They also know how to properly say latte ;o))
4. I can sleep in late tomorrow!! The thought makes me all warm and fuzzy inside!!

The bad....

1. I am still very much affected by the fact those assholes hit my car. I think it is just fucking me because I never felt like I was not safe in Egypt. Now I do not feel safe, now I am paranoid. Whenever I see 2 men talk I get paranoid that they are planning something. I hate being scared like that. I hate thinking that all men suck.... What the fuck is happening here in Egypt?? A friend of mine was attacked in her home. Some fucking asshole followed her upstairs and as she was closing the dorr he pushed it open and went in and attacked her. She was not raped because somehow she screamed... but she was still attacked, still does not feel safe in her own home. She was still violated. How the fuck can a man feel that he can do something like that?
   Can a population really be this fucking sexually frustrated??
   From guys attacking you in your home, to guys running you off the road, old men trying to grab me at malls, gradnpa types looking down my shirt.... It is fucking hideous!!!
   I used to think that it was only the sick psychos who do shit like that.. but now I am thinking that it is the norm in this freaking country!
2. I am insanely bitter nowadays! I hate bitterness. I want to be normal. I want to be happy. I am forcing myself to act happy in an attempt to trick myself into believing it!!
3. I was pushed down some stairs at work today and I am in quite a lot of pain.
4. Psycho ex is almost-stalking me. tried being direct, indirect, blunt, sweet, distant, psycho-bitch, ignoring him.... nothing fucking works!!! My fear of him is increasing daily.....
5. My Ipod is fucked and I am forced to listen to Nile FM in my car.... ;o(
6. There is a mosquito in my room and is biting me as I write this....
7. Purvi is out of the country.... and she is going through a difficult time now.

I think that is all.... I am too tired to try to remember more....